Fatness

Hearing that you're fat from your parents doesn't help.

I know I'm not fat, but I feel so uncomfortable with my figure. I've put on a few pounds and it's all in the wrong places. I feel fat, bloated and I don't have any appetite whatsoever. Everything taste like vomit after two bites and I can't eat, even if I'm hungry. Going shopping with my parents didn't make anything easier, well dad isn't really a problem anymore it's mom. He told me a couple of year back that I needed to lose weight and I told him off and he hasn't said anything since then but mom have been repeating it for the last month or so since I told her that I'd gained wait from the anti depressants. I told her that I felt bad about it and she's been feeding me comments about it ever since. Gee thanks, mom. I would've thought she'd be a bit more smooth since she had an eating disorder when she was younger but it feels like she's trying to bring back mine, throwing fuel on the fire.